Oh I remember why... It's because I began thinking about being "beautiful" and nothing more
{He says "I like you as a friend"} There are no suckier words to hear when you feel for someone. I never expected or wanted more than that. I feel lucky enough that I was able to get his attention, but why do I feel hurt? He doesn't know how much the things he says hurts me. I wish I could say ((don't tell me that, don't say I'm pretty, or beautiful, or gorgeous. you're making me fall for you when you don't return the feeling)) Because they boost my ego for the moment but once I look back on it, it pains me. But if the words hurt so much why do I keep looking for them to be said to me? Why do I still talk to him when it hurts?
I need an actual guy to get my mind off all this confusing shit. It's just too bad that g u y s are d i p s h i t s
all I want
is to be just friends
understand and don't hate her
feelings change, no strength in me
im sorry, my love for you is gone
my love is gone
