Am I over you? I don't think I really will be. I keep lying to myself, thinking I had a real chance in the beginning. I know there's no chance now, and I am incredibly OK with that, but for some reason I keep dwelling on the past. I'm glad where we've ended up. I wouldn't trade it for any possible alternative but every now and then I think about how it would be different if...you know. And as much as I am succeeding in finding distractions you remain constant in my thoughts. Even after it all; now that I understand you and applied what I know now to what happened then and came to the conclusion that we weren't meant to happen that way, I'm still having trouble letting go, damnit. How the hell am I supposed to get some closure? It's been basically month since I started working on getting over you and a week since it's started working, maybe there are just a few more loose ends left to tie up. At least I'm hoping that's what it's starting to feel like.
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place...
I can't force these eyes to see the end...
