Teen Angst: Thank You for the Let Down

I'm not sure how I feel about this. For the first time ever you've disappointed me. I think it's completely unfair, I've been totally cool about surrendering the front seat to her lately. I believe I deserve to ask you to make me a priority for one day out of the week, fuck, even one hour. I get that for the past 3 years I've been the only priority but you can't expect me to just let you drop me on the fucking floor because she's in the picture. I have been making such a huge effort in sharing. I didn't even really give a fuck until right now. I'm still in complete disbelief about what you've done. I don't even know how to feel right now, I never thought that you would ever do something like this to me. I'm not sure if I'm angry or sad or indifferent or what. This shouldn't even be a huge deal because I got where I needed to go, but this has never happened, you have never done this before. I feel like almost crying I'm so overwhelmed with mixed emotion. Frustrated. I'd expect the other one to frustrate me, but never you. Hell I'd expect anyone else to frustrate me, but never you.

I just hope and pray to God that you have a good excuse.