Self-doubt

What is it going to take to get me to believe in myself again? It's the type of confidence that needs to come from within, I keep digging but I come up with nothing. I hear encouraging words but I don't listen. I'm afraid this will continue and I'll dig too deep. I won't resurface. I'll be too far gone.

Too impatient, too frustrated, too fickle. I give up too easily.

I can see it all happening in my brain but my body interprets it differently. I can see other dancers doing it, but not me.
BOOOOO.